You all know by now that I am a big sister. I love being a big sister because in a way, it's the best of both worlds-- at least in my case.
Often I feel like I have already raised children, even though I have never had any of my own, and honestly, it is how I feel about the twins. Sometimes I feel like a mom, I have them with me so much, and then sometimes I don't. I love the days I do just as much as I love the days I don't.
Even though I have been there for a lot of it, I will still never know how my mom managed to raise all nine of us. I know I would never be able to do it.